September 2011
Why would you join an organization as a last resort, and then TELL other people that?
Why would you insult is by saying we’re “close enough to cheerleading”?
Why would you say, because our organization is harder than you thought it would be, that you “don’t know why you joined it”?
If you feel this way, GET. THE. HELL. OUT.
My organization and I pour our HEARTS and SOULS into what we do and we don’t need someone like you to bring us down.
Especially when you can hardly pay attention, disrespect your director and veteran members, and overall don’t give a shit about us at all.
Please, do yourself and everyone else a favor and LEAVE. NOW.
today zero period guard sucked, of course we get screamed at in front of the whole band and they all just stared. like when i say scream i mean people on the other side of the parking lot probably could have heard….oh and we learned parade work. i really dislike parades, they’re just not my favorite, and we are doing one. if we are going to do one then we need to do it right. ugh. oh and we got a new member, we’re not sure if she’s gonna be in the parade orrr on banner, but she will forsure probably be in winterguard. we have to teach her how to spin.
english was alright, we worked kinda a lot the class but the class went by a little slow today, idk.
trig was good. i’m actually understanding what’s going on. hopefully it stays like this for the whole year.
after school practice was kinda a waste of time. i don’t really feel like anyone actually accomplished anything. idk all i did was singles and single and a halves on left and right toss and review the work, idk about other people but from what i saw i seemed kinda like a waste, most people were just messing around. whatever, im not going to be the one to make people practice, when we get last place at our first parade, maybe they will get the hint. getting last place sucks.
anyway going to in n out and then rifle practice after school tomorrow :D something i’ve been looking forward to for awhile. hopefully people will actually practice, if not whatever, i think i’ll go on my own and get back into tossing. i need to remaster 4s and then 5s. i haven’t tossed in a while. D:
why is everyone being sooo annoying this week. at first i thought it was just me, but then i realized that more people think the same thing.
one person is rude and a “know it all” i really hate that kind of personality.
and a bunch of other people are just immature.
why…………………………….
it’s barely the first week of school, actually….5th day. and i’m already done. people should just stop …….
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I was going to be captain, and they told me I was too quiet too! People just don’t understand that rehearsal is the time to work work work, not gab!
right!!! like i’m there to get stuff done, not to mess around! so now idk what to do, she’s like step it up so i guess she wants me to talk more, but idk when to talk or anything….
August 2011
last practice “people who applied for captain or co captain” had a talk with Laura.
she went around our half circle and she like listed reasons on how no one is good enough for the job of being assistant captain. When she got to me she said i’m not good enough because i don’t talk enough.
but also i don’t talk during rehearsal because that’s the time we are suppose to get stuff done. it’s annoying when everyone talks and no one focuses and we get nothing done. but apparently i always look bored or mad during practice so that probably has something to do with it. i’m not, i’m just tired, actually if we are doing drop spins for a few hours i might, no i will be bored. so it depends on the day.
whaaatever. i kind of don’t want to be it anymore, too much responsibility and i get so frustrated with some of the new people i don’t know if i could even handle not yelling at them. i mean i kind of already do. kind of. i hate counting for them, and when you correct them and they don’t fix it when they say they will.

umm you probably can’t read this.
but i’m a loser. over summer there was too much going on so i wrote it on the computer….and i just have been continuing it. i have plans until like the end of november o m g.
zero period-some of the freshman are frustrating……… some stuff we worked on all summer they should know how to do by now and they don’t! -______-
gov was booooring. so happy we didn’t have a pop quiz.
digital arts was alright we started using computers today.
and then during my short day i got my license :D
we had zero that was okay, super simple marching basics and yelling at freshman.
guard was ehh, stretched, ran,got yelled at, and did tosses and got measured for costumes.
english, we just did usual stuff rommel does, class went by fast!
trig, was good. we got our books, i like them! and we did some activities and started section 1-1. i did my homework already except 3 of them that i don’t get and it’s not due till….friday?
tomorrow is even……we have zero. i’m not excited for gov like…at all…… and digital arts is ehh, we haven’t done anything yet in digital arts sooo idk. buuut then short day. I’m glad i have short day, i mean as of now 2nd period kiiinda ruins the whole day, why did i have to get wilhelm?
lol wellll the only thing that i can think of that would make it unfun is if it ends in a disaster meaning no one knows their work, or drill, I maaay get frustrated and it might loose its fun-ness D:
thats the only thing i can think of xD